1792) a typical night for me is going to sites for gay guys and watching all the hot cis boys have fun with each other. i sometimes make up profiles where i say i’m a cis male with a huge cock and even post pictures of the type of boys i wish i looked like and say its me (ie the pictures look nothing like the short, big-hipped, aging person i am who all too often is read as a punk rock tough dyke girl when really i am a sissy sensitive fag boy). then i jerk off, despising my body, my predicament, and especially that nasty part between my legs which i wish could be SEWN UP and replaced with a beautiful cock. then i cry my eyes out and wonder if reincarnation exists and if i did off myself, would i return in the body i both desire for myself and desire for sex?

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