1767) The possibility of me getting top surgery at the moment is slim. I constantly find myself wishing I would get breast cancer so I would have a chance of getting them removed. It’s a horrible thing to think and I feel selfish and ashamed, because so many other people with breasts suffer from unwanted cancer, but I just can’t bear having them and would do anything to get rid of them.

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   If I got breast cancer and had a masectomy, my parents would pay for it. I would be able to never have to deal with them...

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   look, i know this is a dick thing to say, especially for a nurse. I’m reposting someone else’s feelings but i have to...

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   I think this was pretty much how I felt before I knew I was trans* and going through puberty. I had a pretty decent...

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    As much as I am ashamed to admit it, I can relate to this very much.

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    I’m able to get top surgery now, but before I identified as trans*, I wanted that. I felt horrible for wanting something...

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    I felt ashamed that I had these fantasies too and then I realized that, in the context of being a FAAB transmasculine...

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    …I admit to also feeling this way about cervical cancer, etc, in order to warrant a hysterectomy. It makes me feel...

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    Oh God, I thought I was the only one >.< I feel so horrible about it…

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    *SIGH* I hate myself for this, but yes. Me Too.

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